February 7, 2007im for serious this time.................i swearokay i have had it with buzznet i have NO friends on here or in my life everyine just sucks major ass i hope all of u who read this will never remember me again and i not trying to be mean or anything but i hate all of u u never talk to me u never liked me and u never ever ever reply to my messages or notes i send u. so fuck it im gone and im killing myself this time and not one can fucking stop me so dont even try. i will never be on here again if u see that im online its proably my brothers or someone. well here goes nothing and i hope i dont ruin your wonderful fucking life or day. goodbye nice knowing u and have a happy ever after life without me! piece love your used to be friend tiffanie
Posted on 02/07/2007 3:22 PM Comments (3)
February 6, 2007Another boring day...............i just thought i would post a journal on my life every now and then. so lets start about what happened today.
OKay i woke up late i missed the bus my parents got pissed off at me and they had to take me to school. i got locked out of my first period class and got sent to choices and i got detetion for being late. I went to lunch got sat on by this jock dude who is so gay! my math homwork was ate by my cousin last night so i got lunch detetion for that and thats about it and oh yeah i skipped my last class gym. Got suspened yesterday. but i went back today and now im sitting here screaming to my fave songs and wondering why the fuck doesnt any of my friends talk to me? and who really loves me? and oh yeah all of my friends ditched me now i have no friends at school poor poor me! :( well thats about it for today i hate school i have no friends life sucks and nobody loves me! yay me go me go go me *cabbage patch* yep wel byebye for now love the one u hate, tiffanie xoxox <3
Posted on 02/06/2007 12:53 PM Comments (0)
February 4, 2007FuCk ItI hate love. It sucks big time. Nobody loves me and im unwanted. So fuck if 1 more person tells me they fucking love me and they dont mean it. ggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111 i dont know what ill do. LOVE SUCKS!!!! Im sorry but if i dont say i love u too or i love u dont take it personal i cant love anyone anymore i have no heart left. It's been broken too many times so yeah............ i cant love u even if i think i do i cant. so just pull the fucking trigger and get this love shit over with.
byebye tiffanie xoxox
Posted on 02/04/2007 5:38 PM Comments (1)
January 24, 2007TO A FRIEND (NOT U RYAN AND NOT U MELISSA)HOW THE HELL COULD U LIE TO MY FACE AND SAY U LOVE ME AND THEN TURN AROUND AND LOVE ANOTHER GIRL!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH GUYS TODAY????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MEAN THEY PLAY GIRLS AND DUDES. SORRY THIS DUDE HAS MADE MY HEART HURT FOR THE LAST TIME GOODBYE I WILL NEVER REMEMBER U! I HOPE U FUCKING ROT IN HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW COULD U TAKE MY FUCKING HEART AND RIP IT UP INTO TEENY TINY PIECES NOW I HAVE NO HEART LEFT
ANYONE WANT ICECREAM? I CAN GO FOR SOME RIGHT NOW
Posted on 01/24/2007 7:10 PM Comments (3)
January 23, 2007GoodbyeLIARS LIARS PANTS ON FIRERS OKAY I HAVE TO GO I CANT LOVE U ANYMORE SORRY BUT MY HEART BELONGS TO HER MELISSA MY HEART BELONGS TO U NO ONE ELSE.
I LOVE YOU BY BABE
Posted on 01/23/2007 7:46 PM Comments (2)
LOVEOne day this girl named Zeri meet this guy and his name was Josh. This girl and dude had so much in common they both got the same ideas and act the same way all the time running into things and acting random, stuff like that. Well they have talked a lot and they became awesome friends. Then over time they began to not talk as much. She really missed him but she doubted he even remembered her. Josh always stayed in her mind and she wished she could really explain to Josh how she truly felt, but inside she was scared and frighten than he wouldn’t love her back or as much as she loved him. Sh got really mad that he was never on to talk to she missed him so much her heart hurted and longed to talk to him. She couldn’t take it no more! She told Josh all the time that she loved him and he would say he loved her back and sometimes he wouldn’t answer and just left her alone. When he told her he loved her she would say she loved him too or lately she hasn’t said anything and just left."I miss him so much" she would say and just cry herself to sleep at night. "I have a feeling that Josh doesn’t miss me at all"! She said and she said "im so fucking tried of this shit and I think ill just end it right now"! "Goodbye world I hope all of u that hurt me fucking drown in the tears u made me cry"! That night around midnight she put a razor to her throat and cut her throat she bleeded all over the place and she took a gun in her hand put it to her head and pulled the trigger. The next day her friend, Gaberilla found her dead laying on the floor with a note that said: " I tried to stay alive but the love was killing me eating my heart piece by piece" "I tried to tell him how I felt but he wouldn’t of loved me back and he would love me bakc like u loved me and that’s why I love you enough to help you if you need it just call on me". " Oh and one more thing tell Josh how much I truely loved him and if he says he loves me back and he means it tell him its to late" Goodbye babe I love you!" Gaberilla just sat beside the dead body and started to cry and she bent down and kissed Zeri on her cheek. And you could hear her say: "Goodbye babe and I love you too I am so sorry that Josh couldn’t love u like I did I would of died for u just to make u feel better well this is our last kiss". With saying that Gaberilla bent down again and kissed Zeri’s lips. The same day she talked to Josh and told him that Zeri loved him more than a friend and he said "I truely love her more than a friend too I was thinking about asking her out" Gaberilla told him that it was too late and he said he had to go and about 2 hours later she hadn’t heard frm Josh so she went over to his house and went inside and found him dead in the floor he had slit his throat and shot himself in the head. Next to his body was a note it said: "Now I am gone to live happily with my bestest friend who will soon be my girlfriend Zeri and Gaberilla I love you too but just not as much" Now since u have read this u proably have already felt what its like to love someone who doesnt love u back. So I warn u now go and tell the person your bestest friend you love them if u truely do and if they say they love u back the might be willing to die for you. So if u do love someone tell them you do before its too late because by the time you have waited for ever to tell them u love them they will already be dead with a note that tells someone how much they really loved u! *names have been changed to protect the idenity of the people this involves*
Posted on 01/23/2007 6:38 PM Comments (1)
Untiled a new song i just got done with but no tile yet got any suggestions plz tell meUntiled Hey boy u know how much i love you nad how much it hurts to see you with another girl it rips my heart apart how could u do this to me? Of course u dont notice though. How long do i have to wait till your mine? How long will u wait for me? Chours: When i say i love you You say u love me too but how can i trust u? I wish i had never met u boy u have got me going around and around and i love talking ot u and if i miss talking to you i die inside how can this be happening to me? I've never thoought i'd be this much in love Everytime i pass u or even talk to u my heart beats so fast that it almost jumps out of my chest Your so hot but i dont care it doesnt matter to me and your so awesome! I never thought i would love anyone this much but i reckon i do now. It started out with a friendship how did it end up like this? Chours: When i say i love you You say u love me too but how can i fucking trust u? I wish i would have never met u boy u have me going round and round in circles and i love talking to you and when i miss talking ot u i die inside I've never thought i'd be this much in love How can this be happening now? We are sitting on a bed and we are laughing like we always did and tell each other how much we love being together Now i wish my crush would only love me back i said you tell me you do love me back and it ends with a sealed kiss THE END Tiffanie and Trent
Posted on 01/23/2007 3:29 PM Comments (3)
PainI slit my wirsts to get rid of the pain. You dont know how much it hurts to cry and i wish i could just die. i think ill go insane (repeat 2x) chours: PAIN thats what u put me through i wish i could just slit your throat now my blood runs black Cause u left me all alone. (scream it) All u put me through was pain and it hurt like hell.All i have to say is fuck you!!!!!!! I hate the way u play it as if its cool but i got news for your ass its over between us as friends If u think ur gonna get with me one day u better think again! (scream last line) chours: PAIN thats what u put me through i wish i could just slit your throat My blood runs blackcause u left me all alone (scream It) (Talking) u know what i thought i loved u but i was wrong and now all i have is two words for u FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
written by tiffanie & allie & trent
Posted on 01/23/2007 2:06 PM Comments (1)
January 22, 2007yeah so okay this dudethis dude he kinda has my heart and he wont give it back i tell him i love him and he just says he loves me too but he says he loves this other girl and he proably doesnt even love me which sucks cause when i tell him i love him i honestly mean it and im not joking around which he proably thinks i mean i love him just as a freind but i love him more than that. i love him enough to even die for him how can he do this to me and lie to me like that.
oh well lifes a bitch and then u die goodnight xoxox tiffanie
Posted on 01/22/2007 1:45 PM Comments (0)
GOODBYEFUCK IT! I HATE ALL OF THE FUCKING PEOPLE WHO CALL ME AND THINK IM A POSER AND SHIT SO GOODBYE AND IF U R ONE OF MY FRIENDS I LOVE U AND I WILL NEVER FORGET U AND FOR CERAL IM DYING GOODBYE HAVE A NICE HAPPY LIFE WITHOUT ME GOODBYE AND IM NEVER COMING BACK TO THIS FUCKING WEBSITE AND IF U HATE ME OR THINK IM JOKING FUCK U IVE HAD ENOUGH
LOTTS OF LOVE, TIFFANIE XOXOXOXO GOODBYE
Posted on 01/22/2007 7:22 AM Comments (0)
MY SISTERMY SISTER XWEIRDXEMOXGIRL HAS KILLED HERSELF LAST NIGHT WHILE I WAS SLEEPING NOW I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I HATE LIFE OH HERE WE GO AGAIN WITH THE DYING THINK OKAY I PROMISE NOT TO DIE UNLESS IT GETS TO HARD TO HANDLE AND THEN I WILL GGGGGRRRRRRR I HATE MYSELF I THINK IT WAS MY FAULT CUZ ME AND HER WERE GOING TO KILL EACH OTHER AN FLOAT AWAY TOGETHER BUT OUR BROTHER STOPPED US AND SHE MUST OF KILLED HERSELF WHEN I WENT TO SLEEP OMFG! MY PARENTS DONT KNOW YET HOW THE FUCK AM I GOING TO TELL THEM THAT MY SISTERS DEAD? DAMN I HATE LIFE FUCK LIFE U DONT NEED IT ANYWAY
Posted on 01/22/2007 5:35 AM Comments (3)
My brotheri have decided not to kill myslef my brother stopped me right before i pulled the trigger and im so glad he did cuz all of the poeples i would leave broken hearted i would of hated it and i found out how much people actaually like u and how much they like talking to u and how much they truely love you so im staying alove for now but im tried so im going to bed goodbye and goodnight
lotts of love, tiffaniexoxoxoxoxoxoxox <3
Posted on 01/22/2007 5:07 AM Comments (0)
January 21, 2007IF U CAREOKAY PPLS I AM KILLING MYSELF AND JUST A FEW WORDS TO SOME OF MY FRIENDS: antinio(hollyweird) bye u were such a good friend and i love you and goodbye
Drake (xpoptartdrakex) goodbye and i love you to death hope u can remember me
Sarah (foblaysinmyheart) i really dont kow u that much but ur kool and i love you too but goodbye
Melissa i love you so much ur so koolio and i hope that me dying doesnt upset u that much but always remember i love you and i always love you
to all of my other friends i am sorry if i upset u but my mind is made up to kill my self and i hate life so there thats it im done GOODBYE
Posted on 01/21/2007 1:25 PM Comments (9)
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